[Official "TTW: Track 20" Lyrics]


[Intro]
If you paid—
Attention—
You’d know
Who I speak on
She don’t even know
It’s about her
But she listening
She know I keep secrets
And I tell these things
In my music
I don’t even tell my own mother
(I don’t even tell her)
I don’t even tell my own mother
I don’t even tell my own mother
(Nope, nope)


[Verse 1]
“Sitting in a room full of nothing
Filled with these thoughts
Stupid regrets
Made me who I am
They won’t leave my head”
Trying something like fall in love with her
She just wanna get drunk so I can f— on her
I shouldn’t say that
No need to judge on her
What makes me think that?
Why would I think that?
Beautiful smile make me wanna come back
Can’t remember what—
Then the sun it comes up
Now I’m done
But I’m lost myself
Trying to make something out of nothing
But I need your help
Babygirl
Thought we wanted a real thing
Both wanted this
C’mon continue to sing

[Chorus] (x2)
All I really have is
This music
These lyrics
These poems
I wrote ‘em
For you
Cause God told me to


[Bridge]
Wake up side to side
LA (yeah)
Wanna take a ride?
Gotta have patience (yeah)

Price tag
Take it
Memories?
Save it
Slow down
Pace it
Sad now?
Drake it
How you really feel?
State it
State it
State it, (state it)

[Verse 2]
I came here to you newly changed (changed)
You know I’m not the same (same)
Depression hits you when you’re alone (alone)
Can hear it in your tone (tone)
Changing zone to zone
Now you say that (that—)
Then you say this (then you say this)
Can’t you see girl I’m the damn solution (I’m the damn solution)
I know nobody ever treated you right
Maybe that’s why you always next to the pipe
Rip it, bong
Singing’ songs
Let me sing to you
Let me use my talent to impress you
Let me show you the best you
F— everyone whose ever been against you


[Interlude]
They’re lost in my memory (gone)
They’re lost in my memory (gone, gone)
Ships lost deep in the sea (gone) (gone)
Ships lost deep in the sea (gone, gone)
Maybe we can sit and talk
Have another stroll at the park
At the park
Back to this room
But is it your fault?
That I kept doors locked
Like a vault

[Verse 3]
Blame me for caring
Can’t blame you for starring
You make the frown go upside down
Now you won’t ever have to see me ever breakdown
Or watch me become a mess
Hear me cry about my all my personal stress
Complaining now who’s in my chest
You’re the only one with the key
You’re the only one who witnesses the real me
Tell you things only me
And God know

So easy to focus on the negative
Can’t believe I got someone Heaven sent
Imagine having real friends
Got you— No longer have to pretend
Imagine not being left on read
But she seems to only care about what I have said
Imagine having friends giving you a Tee
Imagine people cared when you’re feelin’ lonely
Being lost in a vision that you’ll never see (never)
I know I can’t be lucky
I know I wasn’t looking
I know God has blessed me
You, Your time
I want it mine
And your energy
I want you in my memory
When you’re on your down days
Reminding yo self everything will be ok
Bring yourself up somehow someway
You know
Your clarity
Peace
Prosperity
You and your growth
Me help you, VV, it’ll help us both
Your truth
I want it soon
Your worth
I wanted you
Now I’m losing you
But I ain’t gone front
I don’t always say beautiful things
But you make me feel so different
So I’ll be sure to keep myself on check
When I caaaan
I know I’m just a call away
From someone who understands
But when you call out for help
And nobody answers (nobody)
Scroll to a — in my contacts
All I need to do is ask her
If she got me like she always had
Never been a pin
Randomly thrown in the stack
I know she’ll never stab my back
Momma I love you more
Never closed the door
You raised a brat
Never ran away
Nobody will ever take that
Away
I love you


[Interlude 2]
You’re lost in my memory (gone)
You’re lost in my memory (gone, gone)
Ship lost deep in the sea (gone) (gone)
Ship lost deep in the sea (gone, gone)
Maybe we can sit and talk
Have another stroll at the park
At the park
Back to this room
But is it your fault
That I kept doors locked
Like a vault

[Chorus] x2
All I really have is
This music
These lyrics
These poems
I wrote em
For you
Cause God told me too (x2)

(Yeah)

[Verse 4]
Plan a trip
We driving to S-F
Ask you to be mine
Maybe that’s my next
Next, that I’ll never wanna call my ex
Never gave you anything
Never felt pressed
You brought happiness to me—
Cause you’re physical
No shade just what I believe—
Is usually biblical
(in the bible)

Same reason like Jehovah witnesses
We don’t have many differences
Except I don’t like avocados
Knowing I can’t even push down swallows
But only God knows
I’d go out and do anything with you
Watching you
Gives me hope
Look straight
Left and right– Those are nopes!
Don’t be weird have fun w me
I’m open to anything
That’ll make you happy
We can continue
To sip on this fine wine
Cause we’re already on page

Three-Six-Five