Rain pitter-patters on the rooftop
I've set up shop in the upstairs as to not wake the crew up
Been a long day I've been stressing out on some crazy stuff
Now I crack a window to sneak a bit of the lazy-puff
All I'm getting is Enki while I'm looking for Yahweh
The spirit that haunt me sit outside in the hallway
I've been sitting on a selfish throne, treating my own the wrong way
Youd think by know id get the picture but guess I gotta learn the hard way
Fighting the same funk I've been stuck in since I was younger
Reaching to superstitions to answer for all the hunger
Delving in myths of wonder
Maybe the god of thunder
Could settle a lesser man's heart, and let him slumber
Here let me give you my number
Been dying to talk to someone
Been reaching out for so long but it's hard when you're encumbered
Finally about to go under the tar pit I've been sitting in
Slowly sinking deeper I manage to keep a shitty grin
Learned to take one on the chin
The universe threw yet another hit
An uppercut this time I don't think I can get back up again
Losing all my friends I can see it like on a line-graph
But fuck 'em I don't need 'em I'm moving on with a hard pass
Swallow all my feelings and puke em up on the lawn
After drinking all the cheapest beer that I can get my hands on
Because I'm a fucking man
Or at least I can pretend
And once you fall for the act I can tell you what my demands are
I'm staring at the twinheaded fool in the mirror
My vision sure ain't getting any clearer
Looking at myself but envisioning Gojira
Knocking down my psyche I'm the antonym to hero
Admit that I'm a mess and won't lie to you got some loose ends
Closet full of guess again
Pocket full of bud and lint
I know that life's a trend I won't be here forever
Already wasted so many years and opportunities for effort
Lazy son of whatever
The quest never quite ends
Or maybe it never started
Content to sit in my apathy
Smoke too much Marijuana
Ambitions are facing Atrophy
Do everything half-hearted I'm numb and disregarding
Your pleas ain't looking for bargains
Get fucked up and I switch up now I'm engaged in catharsis
Put it all in my lyrics and put it out as an artist
Now I can bitch and whine all I want to
And maybe even one of you will appreciate the paint I'm slinging on canvas