[Intro]
In darkness I fell off
My darkest of thoughts
Apologize for the mess
But now I’m getting it off my chest
[Verse 1]
For now I lived and learned that I'll be cautious
I might never get close to reach and reach upon consensus
Coming Clean for less then half an hour and it's lit
Like what the fuck I didn’t even know that Gab could spit
So little man slow your pace
You never heard slow and steady wins the race?
That's why I’ve had more than one questionable choice
I left for hard work in silence hopes success does the noise
I’m Switching flows like I switch my circles
The shit is true but the truth is hurtful
I’m better on paper I swear I'm better for her
But you feeling bitter so you better forget her
Like we’re all worth something but whats our price
Fuck I paid too much I think I paid my life
And now I'm thinking what's left and now you think you were right
One thing sure is I won't give up on you without a fight
[Chorus]
Little baby steps to our young lives
Get use to it it’s a long time
We all being fed with full of lies
The pain lets me know that I feel alive
The voice in your mind might drive you insane
I'm here to tell you that mine does the same
You’re doing your best don’t you take the blame
There’s a handful of things I wish I could change
[Bridge 1]
Coming Clean from up down to left and right
Back and forth Frankly thank you for the nights
Around the city round the clock
Missing the notions right
No need to block to not talk
To you to me to us to being thrown under bus
Fuck losing, fuck luck, fuck love, fuck lust
Of course we both thought it be great
Sucks we couldn’t know gurl
Fuck we can’t anticipate
[Verse 2]
It’s like for like then its follow for follow
Invite her to my place drink bottle after bottle
Again I'm coming clean but truth is that it's harder to swallow
10 songs I could of dropped but you wouldn’t of followed
Not sure if I believe but you allowed
Not sure if you hear me but I hope you’re proud
I can promise to you pops they’ll play my shit loud
So loud you’ll be repping your son above the clouds
My life as of now has been full of sins
I might not get to heaven if it does exist
At some point I thought that feeling good was in a drought
Now whatever happens just treaty my peace out
For the sake of god
The mistakes I got
Leaving a piece of me
Finding my peace of mind
Always seeking the truth
But never truth be told
I’m done wasting my time
I’m getting way too old
[Chorus]
Little baby steps to our young lives
Get use to it it’s a long time
We all being fed with full of lies
The pain lets me know that I feel alive
The voice in your mind might drive you insane
I'm here to tell you that mine does the same
You’re doing your best don’t you take the blame
There's a handful of things I wish I could change
[Bridge 2]
Slow down
Making out
Morning light
Familiar face
Out for couple of days
Stressed out
Will I make it out
Why we always fight
Switching my pace
Should apologize for my mistakes
[Verse 3]
My heart state between love and hate
My mind state is tired of shit being rough
I need so much space that I might suffocate
Let's take some time off it's been tough I've been suffering enough
You ever seen your life before your eyes?
Your mama cries they thought you died
Stay woke next time of course
I’m done running in vicious circles
I’m done running for people that I don't talk no more
You shouldn’t run a mile if they don’t do the same
You shouldn’t write music if you just do it for fame
So get your priorities straight what's going on in that brain
For example I write and spit just to deal with my own pain
No pain no gain no way no dad
They say blood is thicker not so fast shhhh
Should of been there more often and that's my bad
God I’d give all my world to just get you back