[Part I]
[Chorus]
I feel like I’ve been in a hell
I can’t get out of
But, I can’t prevent all the hatred that builds
[Verse 1]
I build it up to be like I’m about to live this life like it part of the limelight but, I’m actually about to die
I’ve been trying to make the most of the time I have in this world, but they just take like it’s a dime laying on the ground
See all this pressure breaks me up slowly but, I’m not the only person struggling because we have kids dying on the streets
I just wish we could beat this idea that we have to fear being shot
[Chorus]
I still feel like I’ve been in a hell
But, maybe I can escape
But, I still feel broken inside
[Verse 2]
I’ve been this way ever since I was 12 years old being a loner and having nobody to turn to maybe that’s why I fear of becoming cold, but my story still isn't told
Maybe I should just fold because I don’t have any helping hands
All the secrets I kept from my friends and fam it’s like damn can I have the courage to express how I feel to the ones I love
How I feel is done with all the problems just let me go
[Part II]
[Interlude]
I think I need a break from writing music after this project
I hope everyone enjoys it I put everything into my music
So let's get it everyone
[Verse 3]
Let me tell you something I’ve been stuck in a hole for a while now but, I finally got out of it after such a long road
The Darkness had consumed me So I guess Light is all new to me the old me is looking at me like I sold my soul but, I didn’t
Maybe if I was more communicative you would still be my closest friend but, it’s not like you try either
I don't know if I can ever be normal but, the turmoil got me feeling really down but, maybe after thinking about it I can be okay
[Pre Verse]
I don’t know who you are?
But, can you leave me alone
I don’t care what you do
Just leave me be
[Verse 4]
I wish I gave her the chance to say yes or no but, I just fell back and let my feelings stay bottled up
I just bolted to the safe side instead of taking a risk I wish I took the ride so at least I wouldn’t still think about you every night
It seems because I waited for someone might have become your knight now every day since I got out of school this summer I feel lower than I ever been
Maybe in the next ten days, I can find a way to leave you behind and move on because if I don’t I won’t be able to live without you
[Outro]
I guess I had way too much to get off my chest
But, now I can be alright
The Truth is I will miss my past but I can now look to my future
I guess we are all meant for something we are The Chosen
This is the end The Truth 4 welcome to the end of the truth series goodbye