[Verse 1]
Flashback to when I was younger
Had no money but heart (Had no money but heart)
A young druggie, can’t call you my lover
But still, took away my heart (Took away my heart)
Flashback to when I was alone in my room
Where you left me to cry (Where you left me to cry)
No hope, suicide and broken dreams
Fueled me inside (Fueled me inside)

[Chorus]
Flashback to when I kissed you first
I had you on my mind (I had you on my mind)
No faking love, it’s real what I felt
Now I just wanna die (Now I just wanna die)
Be the meaning behind my smile, cause it’s been some time
And I’m lost and I want you by my side
Be the reason why I don’t cry, cause it’s been a while
And I love you but it doesn’t feel right

[Bridge]
And now I’m numb inside
Yeah and I feel numb inside

[Verse 2]
Flashback to when I was younger
Had no money but heart (Had no money but heart)
A young druggie, can’t call you my lover
But still, took away my heart (Took away my heart)
Flashback to when I was alone in my room
Where you left me to cry (Where you left me to cry)
No hope, suicide and broken dreams
Fueled me inside (Fueled me inside)
They ask me what’s up, I think, nothing much
I’m learning how to swim but I keep drowning again
I used to love, I used to love
I wanna say I do but I just cannot pretend
[Chorus]
Flashback to when I kissed you first
I had you on my mind (I had you on my mind)
No faking love, it’s real what I felt
Now I just wanna die (Now I just wanna die)
Be the meaning behind my smile, cause it’s been some time
And I’m lost and I want you by my side
Be the reason why I don’t cry, cause it’s been a while
And I love you but it doesn’t feel right

[Outro]
Now I’m numb inside
So numb
So numb
So gone