Payed my dues but still been feeling sad lately
Paranoid I think I'm going crazy
End of the road I think about it daily
Born in the light but now I'm feeling shady

Can't shake these feelings
Torn from out to in and caught in all revealing
Need time to think, need time for healing
The saddest picture thousand times I hear it reeling

(Hook)
Hit me up or don't
Show me love, I know you won't
Pick up the phone and tell me that you miss me
Lost in headlights and don't know what hit me

I pray that I wake up in Disney
Pop century 3 a.m. with all my family
A paradise I ask for God it seems so fitting
One more night with the ones who love me

(Verse 1)
I might leave for a different life
Just know I wanted the one comforts me at night
I miss the one I never bet but kept me here alive
He can see I'm lost and scared and tearing from the fright
I am so lost with no patience
She kept me up all night pacing
All the texts thought I erase it
Really I'm lost in the payments
Latent I can't show pain then
And nobody knowing the struggle
Lost in a bubble, and there's no way to save him

(Hook)
Hit me, or don't
Show me love, I know you won't
Pick up the phone, and tell me that you miss me
Lost in headlights don't know what hit me

I pray that I wake up in Disney
Pop century 3 am with all my family
A paradise I ask for God it seems so fitting
One more night with the ones who love

(Verse 2)
I miss my brother my buddy
I miss my mother who love me
I love Dad who don't trust me
Missing my sister and puppy
Missing my poppa and nonnie
Missing my cousin whos ducking
Missing my friend we don't hang
Missing my brother astranged
(Outro Hook)
Hit me up
Or don't
Show me love
I know you won't
Pick up the phone and tell me that you miss me