[Chorus]
I don't wanna die, but I'm tired of this shit
Y-3 on my back with the scars on my wrist
She blew me a kiss, yeah, she said that she miss me
I'm closer to heaven than I ever been before
I don't wanna die, but I'm tired of this shit
Y-3 on my back with the scars on my wrist
She blew me a kiss, yeah, she said that she miss me
I'm closer to heaven than I ever been before

[Verse 1]
How would you feel if death knocked on your door?
He's lurking behind you, he can't be ignored
He preys on the weak even when there is sleep
The future is grim, yeah, it's looking so bleak
Thirty pills on the harsh, now I'm lying on the floor
Black and blue around my neck, I can't take it anymore
Scars running down my arm, yeah, don't be alarmed
Tried to die twice before, maybe third time's the charm

[Bridge]
(Closer to heaven than I ever been before)
I'm closer to heaven than I ever been before
(Closer to heaven than I ever been before)
I'm closer to heaven than I ever been before
[Chorus]
I don't wanna die, but I'm tired of this shit
Y-3 on my back with the scars on my wrist
She blew me a kiss, yeah, she said that she miss me
I'm closer to heaven than I ever been before
I don't wanna die, but I'm tired of this shit
Y-3 on my back with the scars on my wrist
She blew me a kiss, yeah, she said that she miss me
I'm closer to heaven than I ever been before

[Verse 2]
Fuck out my face with that pussy ass goth shit
OD on some xannies and die with your goth bitch
You say you're depressed but we know that you're not, kid
Fuck with the Death God, I'll murder your whole clique
Now that it's over, I hope that you know
This won't last ever, we're taking the throne
Spend a mill on my blade and slit open my throat
My bitch got a Death Note, and murder she wrote