[Intro]
I don't want to feel this pain
Eyes filling up with rain

[Chorus]
I don’t want to feel this pain
Eyes filling up with rain
How can I numb my brain
Thinking too much i'm going insane
I don't want to feel this pain
Eyes filling up with rain
How can I numb my brain
Thinking too much got me going insane

[Verse 1]
These drugs
Are hurting me
In the end i’m bleeding eternily
Eternily hurting inside
Wanna get better but I can't I tried
Wish I could swallow my pride
Feel like I can't so i'd rather die
Head telling me millions of lies
Pain in my heart you can see it in my eyes
Asking God is to rid my demise
Hatin' myself when my demons arrive
[Chorus]
I don't want to feel this pain
Eyes filling up with rain
How can I numb my brain
Thinking too much i'm going insane
I don't want to feel this pain
Eyes filling up with rain
How can I numb my brain
Thinking too much got me going insane

[Verse 2]
Baby I can’t do this alonе
Fighting myself but the reason unknown
Tirеd of doing it on my own
Scars on my body but i’m not gonna show
Thoughts in my head overflow
Demons follow everywhere I go
Tryna run away, damn i'm too slow
Feeling trapped behind a closed door
Spent to many nights on the floor
Alone in my head but i’ve been here before
Fighting for my life at four
Sorry baby I don't wanna feel no more

[Chorus]
I don't want to feel this pain
Eyes filling up with rain
How can I numb my brain
Thinking too much i'm going insane
I don’t want to feel this pain
Eyes filling up with rain
How can I numb my brain
Thinking too much got me going insane