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[Intro]
Yeah
Yeah-yeah
Yeah-yeah

[Verse]
In the [?] it's alive
It's a problem 'bout a fantasy of suicide
Everybody wanna talk real big when it comes to the digits
But life's a game and the numbers lie
And if truth is to be told, I don't wanna know
Spoon-feed me lies and leave me all alone
Tell me I'm a joke, cut me to the bone
You could paint a pretty picture with my blood on the stone, yeah
I've been contemplatin' this for a minute
I'm losin' sleep, thinkin' y'all gon' get mе
I'm just a man of a boy and this ship is too heavy
They wanted [?] rеady
I celebrate with a bomb of confetti
My thoughts explode on a levy
I'm fucking [...]