[Verse 1]
What's it like to be me?
Think I finally got the answer if you wanted to see
Take a look in my mirror 'cause it's shittin' on me
Like a pigeon to a branch when I be up in the trees
Pick me up with the breeze
Take me far away from here 'cause I don't like what I see
Constantly contemplating if I really believe
All the feelings that I'm feeling, lately, life is a dream
But not a good one, really it's a nightmare
We could hit the park, but I don't really wanna bike there
Heard you like my music, but the way you treat me's not fair
I address the issue, you sell my address for flight fare
And I'm scared, but justifying that is hard, and I swear
My focus isn't on it, but I caught it in my sights there
20/20 vision, 2020's been a nightmare
We comin' full circle, ain't nobody fuck with my square

[Chorus]
Swallow all of that Moscato
You said you wanna get fucked up
So tip back the whole bottle
I feel fucking ugly, all my friends lookin' like models
The internet got my perception skewed full throttle
Swallow all of that Moscato
You said you wanna get fucked up
So tip back the whole bottle
I feel fucking ugly, all my friends lookin' like models
The internet got my perception skewed full throttle
[Verse 2]
I locked myself inside my basement
Smoked 'til I got faded, must get back to basics
Take a shot of Bourbon, give yourself a fucking facelift
I'll work on the album all damn night until I make it
And you can probably hear the frogs
In the background of this song
While they're swimming in the pond
'Cause I just moved out of my mom's
I got everything I want
I ain't even gotta flaunt
'Cause it's weird shit like couches from the '80s
Lights that star the ceiling and make it look kinda spacey
Books about The Cure or poetry from Ali Malee
And some charcoal-colored towels in my bathroom for my baby
Yeah, it's crazy the life that music made me
My problems still exist, but I got space to calm the shaking
Anxiety don't own me anymore, ain't that amazing?
The focus is the future and the mornings I'll be waking

[Outro]
(All of that Moscato) Ayy, ayy, ayy
I said "G-U-A-R-D-I-N
 guardin's how you say it and I'll say it again"
Like G-U-A-R, ayy, ayy
G-U-A-R-D-I-N
 guardin's how you say it and I'll say it again, ayy