[Verse 1]
I'm hoping that she would make it
Then later on tonight I hope I see her naked
I know it sounds tasteless but on some day to day shit
I haven't had a date in ages
I'm living the worst pages of my book look
I couldn't comprehend it when she told me that she loved me
And to be honest I don't think that I love her back
But I been lacking on affection and lately baby you making me act up
I know it sounds fake, but I'm an actor
My [?] terrible thoughts at the end of every pitiful day, it's all I got
And really could you ever give me anything еlse
Besides sеx and fake smiles bitch I wish you well
So shut the door when you leave but please don't call or text me
I might reminisce on the last time that u met me
And if I start to miss you just know that it's not important
If I'm texting you paragraphs on how my soul is hurting
Cause I'm a waste of flesh, and I'm a piece of dirt
And I'm a speck of dust on the earth's t-shirt
I am so insignificant and I'm so small, but I walk around the world
Like I'm 10 feet tall, I'm so fake damnit
And my brain can't manage what my ego wants to handle
I fumble and I panic I tumble down the steps on the stairway to heaven on the highway to hell with the way I keep on living

[Verse 2]
Lividly tripping not giving a fuck
I remember vividly when I was young I would pray to god
But nothing ever came out of it had to bet on my luck
I had no shoulder to cry on I had nobody to trust
Getting older and my stone cold expression never changed
Like is there ever a level change to this crazy game
My eyes dilate and I'm willing to fornicate
With any woman who talk to me in my current mental state
I'm in a state of confusion, is life just an illusion?
Cruising down the interstate the beggar he is choosing
Begging to spare his life by committing a suicide and by
Knowing that you'd abide he slammed the pedal and closed his eyes
Slamming into traffic, oh my god how tragic and he's gone like magic
And all I hear is this static in my ears like the noise that you hear in this song like maybe this was heaven and you were dead all along