I’m scared

[Intro: Guanlin]
Whether it’s the future or whether it’s the past
I’m gonna show you my life is never bad
I’m not a character like Mario I’m just me
I didn’t even know the ABCDEFGs
I just wanted to do it, so I came to Korea
But while living here, so much stress
At the same time
So tell me what should I
What should I do uh

[Verse 1: Guanlin]
I wanna be a rapper
I wanna learn poppin
I wanna eat good things
I wanna sleep in
I wanna do well on shows
I wanna listen to MGK
I wanna see my parents
But I’m so busy
I gotta focus on my work
Like a real man
Always the most important time is now
Everyday’s an exam, my possibility unlimited
I’mma pay you back when I make it big, just wait

[Verse 2: Jonghyun]
Honestly I have a lot of fear
I was scared of this position
Though keeping my eyes closed
And enduring is heavy
I clench my teeth and bear it
I got a lot of fingers pointing “unfair”
I know I’m going crazy
This is it for me
The pressure is getting huge more and more
It was tough but
I think of the people who believe in me
Even though it’s a one way path, the opposite way
I’ll walk it
Yeah don’t worry

[Chorus: All]
Eh When I didn’t want to see anything
[Jonghyun] When I was scared of looking, I closed my eyes
[All] Eh When I didn’t want to do anything
[Gwanlin] Even if you don’t trust me
I’ll find the way
[All] Eh When I didn’t want to listen to anything
[Moonbok] I hear that voice that mocks me
[All] Eh When nothing was held in my hand
[Taemin, Jonghyun] I was scared
I was scared, me yeah

[Moonbok]
Yeah I’m scared, me
Yeah I’m still scared

[Verse 3: Taemin]
The young 18 year old me
Full of dreams and hope
The one who said he’d earn and give everything to his parents
3 years have gone
And it’s still the same as before
As time goes by
It seems it’s getting smaller
Felt pressure from my mum and dad’s
Good words
The young negative me got angry at my mum
Truthfully I knew
All those words for me
I’m sorry for complaining
I’ll make you walk a flower path

[Verse 4: Moonbok]
Mother (Father)
Let me know the answer
You went out of Show Me
Why did you come here
Saying so in those bad mean comments
Though they hurt I don’t want to hurt anyone
I’m nervous, I’m scared
This long curtain covers my face
Like a shrunken balloon
I’ve fallen flat on my face
Don’t go yet
As much as my heart is beating
Even if this is the end
I even hold onto Hyunwoo’s dreams and go

[Chorus: All]
Eh When I didn’t want to see anything
[Jonghyun] When I was scared of looking, I closed my eyes
[All] Eh When I didn’t want to do anything
[Gwanlin] Even if you don’t trust me
I’ll find the way
[All] Eh When I didn’t want to listen to anything
[Moonbok] I hear that voice that mocks me
[All] Eh When nothing was held in my hand

[Taemin, Jonghyun]
I was scared
I was scared, me yeah