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[Verse 1]
Feeling afraid of falling down a second past
I need you to say you know that it's just in my head
What would I do? The feelings seem so consequential

[Pre-Chorus]
I know you don't mean it
And I'm mean myself

[Chorus]
Oh, it's strange you feel this way
You're older and I'm bipolar and the weather's getting colder

[Verse 2]
Reading the news, you know I just can't grasp it
Try to not lose it and use it like I used my past
Craving the day where I don't have to feel like this

[Pre-Chorus]
I know you don't mean it
And I'm mean myself

[Chorus]
Oh, it's strange you feel this way
Older and I'm not sober and the weather's getting colder
Need you to stay, you make me bеtter
Easy to say but I'll write you a lettеr
I'll write you a letter