[Verse]
Stopped caring bout life and I made it a mess
I'll prolly just OD, I won't leave a mess
I don't give a fuck if my mix is a mess, I only make music to let out the stress
I only make music to talk about things I don't
Don't count on me, come through is what I won't
I'm toxic, I fuckin' lost it, my heart keeps beating I just wanna stop it
I'll never get better but I can get worse
Death is a race I just wanna be first
Look at my face I know you see the curse
That I have been stuck with ever since birth
Mom, I suck as a son
Hey Dad, I fucking hate you, what else you want?
Hey world, glad to see what I've become?
It's exactly what you said I'd be since day one
A fuck up, statistic, a lost cause, some bitch shit
Fuck everybody, why'd you have to ruin the story?
If you knew what I was becoming
Then why you ain't show me how I could avoid it?
Did you really just wanna see me fail?
You really just wanna drag me to hell?
I don't trust no one cause now I can't tell
Are they shooting the shit? Are they actually real?
Honestly don't even know. Honestly, where do I go?
Honestly don't even know
Lost my mind and I can't find it, I'm not fine and I can't hide it
You're not mine and I don't mind it, neither am I, my life has been siphoned