[Intro]
Boyfifty

[Verse]
I'm still feelin' lost, I don't know how I made it
Everyday's a blur, I ain't ever caught not faded
Throw away my life, I can't change, you won't save it
Why you still here? You the reason that I hate shit
How I lose my life twice? That might be a bad wrap
I guess making music's cool but fuck off with that sad rap
I guess I just know how to make the pain sound nice
Yeah, I'm glad you finding hope, I guess I still ain't found mine
I guess I still ain't found mine, I'm dressed up with a foul mind
You think Ken's okay? I fucking promise I am not fine
She just wanna love, that's too bad, she will not find
I fell for the girl that escaped and now is not mine
But it's all fucked up, everyone good but me
I like getting fucked up, you don't really want me
Shit girl I don't blame you, I don't even trust me
Fuck with all this talk? All you wanna do is fuck me
All I want is love, all you wanna do is fuck me
All I want is love, but I guess that it's fuck me
Girl what else you good for but fucking and complaining?
You don't even know, all you bitches on the same shit
Imma fuckin' ghost you 'cause I ain't got the patience
I don't wanna talk, I don't even wanna say shit
I don't know what you tryna find but it's not me
I'm not cut from good sheet, I just like being sloppy
I don't need your safeguard nor no one to stop me
I don't give a fuck if I died off an oxy
I don't give a fuck if I died off an oxy
I don't give a fuck if you'd cry, would you stop me?
I don't give a fuck, I don't give a fuck, I don't give a fuck
I don't give a fuck, I don't give a fuck