(Shut the fuck up)

Smoke in my lungs suffocating my thoughts
I can't think fucking straight, I get so fucking lost
I'm not okay, like bitch what you thought?
I see death as a phase and I wanna evolve

Leave me the fuck alone
Don't say that you care cause I know you don't
I might just break my phone
I don't wanna talk about nothing no more
I might fucking fold on myself, I need help bitch
I don't like the soul I was dealt, I might sell it

Helpless, how I see myself in my eyes
Melting, I'm so hot, is this what hell is?
I might unveil it, watch me get reckless

I don't think you wanna see how fucked up and dark I get
Okay, I just wanna be deceased, don't carе how I get there
I just might do it mysеlf, I'm so selfish
Where do I go with all the pain I need help with?

I don't know, I might fucking go
To a loaded gun, tell my brain to blow
And if that ain't it, I'm headed to a bridge
To drown myself and my thoughts in a dark abyss
I don't care about my life, all I wanna do is die
I don't wanna see the light, unless it's God to say goodbye

To the worst soul that he ever made
Never I'm not more so that I'll be okay
This body is foreclosed, I'm not here to stay
Head gone look like morse code when I let it spray