[Intro]
Rose
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Chorus]
I'm not what I thought I was before I could see the dark skies
Through the clouds even with the help of sunlight
I don't think that somethings right, feel my nerves about to fly

[Verse]
Chest gets hot, I'm bouta fry, I can't stop, I'm bound to lie
Maybe I'm just a bad guy, I can't cry, don't ask me why
If I could figure it out, I would of never made a song
But maybe the way that I figure it out is breaking down and making songs
Stuck in a cycle, walk with my eyes closed
I cannot get out, even if I do this how my life go, die I just might do
You're not a good girl, fuck it, I like you
Imma regret what I said to you like I always have
Love is a thing that can turn to weapon too, I cannot fucking last
Please don't leave me, I'm really needy
Don't look up to me, you don't wanna be me
All that I do is just sit in a room thinking about all the shit I would do
If I wasn't sad and wasn't held back by feelings that I should of left in the past
I know I need to do more with my life than just lay up all day being stuck on my ass
I don't know how to cope, lost soul, don't know where to go
Getting old, growing cold, life's hard so fuck it I'll fold
I'm a ghost in the light of the night sky, try to cope when I try to write my songs up all night long
I feel the weight but I try to be strong
I'm just a waste putting smoke in my lungs
Fuck everyday just be leaving me strung out
Hate on the tip of my tongue, you won't feel the same when my words start to come out
Friends of mine, used to have some, life did it's thing and we don't get along now
Thoughts in my mind really wrong so I try keeping myself always calm now
[Chorus]
I'm not what I thought I was before I could see the dark skies
Through the clouds even with the help of sunlight
I don't think that something's right, feel my nerves about to fly