[Chorus: Cyzun]
Everyone dying got me thinking bout death
I’m only 20 and I think that I’m next
Losing everybody is making me upset
I just wanna grab the gun and put it to my head
All this paranoia makes me wanna feel it
I don’t think that anyone would care if I was dead
Even if I tried a suicide attempt
I don’t wanna live my life with regrets
I don’t think I’ll ever understand it
Why do we live just to die and that’s it
All that fucking time thats gonna be wasted
Honestly that thought is making me pissed
[Verse 2: Unknxwn]
I don't wanna talk about the things that I did
I just wanna stop breathing, I'm sick of this shit
Everything I've thought I wanted, I got rid of it
Ain't nothing what it seems in life, can't wait till I'm pickеd
To die, I don't wanna be alive
But I got so much shit to do with my timе
I got things to experience, life is an experiment
And I am a mad scientist, I'm tired of the crying shit
So alone, like where should I go now
I don't know, I think I should slow down
Take it step by step, and don't rush it
Everything that I have felt is all rushing in
[Chorus: Cyzun]
Everyone dying got me thinking bout death
I’m only 20 and I think that I’m next
Losing everybody is making me upset
I just wanna grab the gun and put it to my head
All this paranoia makes me wanna feel it
I don’t think that anyone would care if I was dead
Even if I tried a suicide attempt
I don’t wanna live my life with regrets