[Intro]
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Chorus]
Stuck in my room, bumping my songs, I wanna blow my brains out
Why the fuck you asking what's wrong? You cannot make me okay now
You wanna talk, I wanna load my gun, take all the pain out
Fuck is the sun? Not waking up at dawn, wanna be done now
Shit I'm sorry that I'm not what you want me to be now
Think I'm gonna, wait, I'm really gonna fucking leave now
I open up, it's too much on your plate
Always told me be honest, I guess not today
Lately I just feel like that I'm a target
Wait till I leave, you gone see just how hard it's
Gonna be without me, I'm doing too much
I guess that I always will not be enough

[Verse]
What did I do? Am I wrong? I fucking suck I know it
Life is a game, I'm gonna lose, I had a chance and blown it
I cannot change, stuck in my ways, I do not like who I see
Don't wanna glow, I wanna fade, I do not think you like me
Sorry about what I did, sorry about who I am
Sorry for what I will do, you won't hear from me again
All my pain I fucking hid coming from inside of me
Fighting with myself to live the way I think is right for me
I just hit 100K, I might be a 19D, sad as fuck like everyday
'Cause I don't know who I should be
Broken in like every way, I don't want you to fix me
All I need right now today is just you here beside me
[Chorus]
Stuck in my room, bumping my songs, I wanna blow my brains out
Why the fuck you asking what's wrong? You cannot make me okay now
You wanna talk, I wanna load my gun, take all the pain out
Fuck is the sun? Not waking up at dawn, wanna be done now
Shit I'm sorry that I'm not what you want me to be now
Think I'm gonna, wait, I'm really gonna fucking leave now
I open up, it's too much on your plate
Always told me be honest, I guess not today
Lately I just feel like that I'm a target
Wait till I leave, you gone see just how hard it's
Gonna be without me, I'm doing too much
I guess that I always will not be enough