(Ken, I fucking hate you.)

I just wanna blow a piece of my mind out of my head
I don't really know if I'm alive or if I'm dead
I don't wanna know bout the things that you said
Behind my back, I won't like that

I just wanna blow a piece of my mind out of my head
I don't really know if I'm alive or if I'm dead
I don't wanna know bout the things that you said
Behind my back, I won't like that

What is the meaning of learning the meaning of things?
When I learn them, I don't even need it
Am I succeeding or am I retreating from what's in the world?
Don't know what to believe in

I'm a lost cause, I'm a loser
I'm a fuck up, I'mma lose her
I'm a bad seed, I'm a waste of life
I hope you don't see what's inside my mind

I'm not alright but I know how to work
With the things in my mind, do my best when I'm worse
I never try, either do or I don't
How the fuck did my life go from bad to worse?
Rock bottom to top, it's all bout perspective
If I never stop, then I won't stop progressing
If I never walk, I won't ever fall
So I guess if I fall I can accomplish it all

(auditory agony
I just wanna blow a piece of my mind out of my head
I don't really know if I'm alive or if I'm dead
I don't wanna know bout the things that you said
Behind my back, I won't like that

I just wanna blow a piece of my mind out of my head
I don't really know if I'm alive or if I'm dead
I don't wanna know bout the things that you said
Behind my back, I won't like that

I won't lie back, gotta fight back
Gotta move on, gotta keep on
I might lose some but I'll win too
I see blue suns, I see red moons