[Verse]
Sadness turns to madness, I'm imbalanced
Bad shit attracted to me like a magnet
Panic is a habit, I can't snap it
If I had a wish, I'd put myself in a casket
Rolling like a rover, wish it was over
Always covered by my hood like a motor
I was underground now I'm up like a gopher
Always getting high cause I hate being sober
I can't feel my face no more
I don't want love my heart's too sore
Blood on the floor from the knife in my back
I don't need new friends, I just wanna count cash
Life is a game and I wanna fucking quit
This apathetic mindset always feeling different
I don't have a soul yeah that shit went missing
Yеah, I know you heard me but you didn't listen
I'm not okay, I'm not alright
Bitch fuck what you say, bitch you is trifling
I havе a pulse but I feel lifeless
Fuck a mask, there's no need to hide this