[Chorus]
I rather be all alone and depressed making music
Than try to fit in with the rest
'Cause this be the only thing that I can turn to
When I need to get some shit off my chest
If I keep on looking in others for something inside me
I'll become more of a mess
Hate grows inside of me, love is decreasing
My care for your feelings is becoming less

[Verse]
What is the purpose in life if there ain't no one to share all of the happy times with?
I showed my love to the people I thought really cared and this is the thanks that I get
Barely got enough left in my system for me, how can I show love to a bitch?
I had some people that I thought were gone stick around
And now I'm watching all of them switch
Or maybe it's me, maybe I changed, maybe I might be to blame
Maybe I'm known as the cloud that sits
In the dark in the sky with all of the rain
When I disappear cause the pain that I'm in is too much to believe
When I up and leave, don't say that you didn't know this was coming
I wear what I have with my heart on my sleeve

[Pre-Chorus]
I do not know how to talk on my feelings
I never had interest in all of the chatter
I become silent when people approach
I know you don't care, so don't ask what's the matter
People just nosy as fuck, and when you're climbing up
Don't let none of them get on the ladder
When she [?], she will then hit my weed
Then it's like déjà vu and I ain't even matter
[Chorus]
I rather be all alone and depressed making music
Than try to fit in with the rest
'Cause this be the only thing that I can turn to
When I need to get some shit off my chest
If I keep on looking in others for something inside me
I'll become more of a mess
Hate grows inside of me, love is decreasing
My care for your feelings is becoming less