[Chorus]
Doc said, "These will make you better"
I don't think I'm getting better
Fuck these pills, my fucking head hurt
I wake up with fucking shivers
Have thoughts 'bout pulling triggers
I can't get them out my mental
I've got problems that are mental
I don't feel love, not even a little

[Verse]
Wake up, I'm fucking over it
Need to let it out, but I keep fucking holding it
Wanna scream and shout into this mic I'm holding
It'll hear me out better than any other person
Don't know how I got here, I don't think that I deserve it
God ain't really out here tryna show me what's my purpose
Sittin' at this screen, still tryna find out if it's worth it
Know that nobody is, but still wish I was perfect
I told the doc that I was depressed
He told me back that I was anxious
He pulled a bottle out his vest and
He told me that I should take this
I took 'em for a couple months but I was numbed out
I rather feel everything than feel like that my heart out
You weren't there for me, I would do anything for you
You ain't talk to me, I would never just ignore you
I just needed you, you made me feel like I bore you
They won't find a body when the police looking for you
[Chorus]
Doc said, "These will make you better"
I don't think I'm getting better
Fuck these pills, my fucking head hurt
I wake up with fucking shivers
Have thoughts 'bout pulling triggers
I can't get them out my mental
I've got problems that are mental
I don't feel love, not even a little