[Verse]
My trust is fucked from getting fucked over again
Why's it so hard for me to buckle down and let somebody in?
I keep on getting close to letting go and floating in the wind
I get so caught up in the feeling, then it brutally begins
I was an addict back when doin' drugs could make you better friends
Now I'm an addict with nobody who will stick through 'til the end
I wish I had someone to cry to when the crying starts again
Drowning in feelings in the mirror seems more likely fitting in

[Chorus]
Elastic organs, they will fill my stomach up
And I am plastic, I am lead and you wish that I was dead
But I can't collect the data 'cause my processor is busted
And my printer paper's jammed, can I fix it with my hand?
And you say no
You have to hang up all your clothеs before you go to find a home
Or еlse mother, she will scold the both of us
People stuck inside the cusp of losing everything we love
Should we risk it all for drugs or loosen up?
We're growing up, we're growing up
And I can't handle holding cups
My attention span is rough and you don't know
How much I miss being in love with someone
You can hear my heart a bumping
Playin' to the beat of nothing
[Outro]
My trust is fucked, I think that I won't trust again
Until someone comes along and starts to act just like a friend
I get excited when I think it's closing in, I’m closing in
But excitement starts to fade and the lights begin to dim, begin to dim