When will I finally let you go

My god
It's been a hell of a ride
6 years
And still I can't decide
Should I stray away
Or is this just a phase

Step back
I need some room to breathe
You said that
You need some time to think
Still I keep crawling back back back again
Cause I

Can't stand to think about the way we're breaking
And there's no way of mending the heart ache

I tried so hard
To paint a picture without you
But I was wrong
To ever cut you out
Never will I know the Answers
I'm so lost
Lost without you now

For the first time
I'm seeing clearly now
I gave you everything
Yet you still drag me down

End
This

If this is love
Then I don't want you now

If this is love
Then I don't want you now
I gave you everything
Yet you still drown me out
I tried so hard
To paint a picture without you
But I was wrong
To ever cut you out
Never will I know the Answers
I'm so lost
Lost without you now

I'm done fucking with you
It's over
Go find another motherfucker
You can pushover