[Intro]
And I don't know what I've been doin', like
I've been stuck inside this mud, and I ain't movin', I'm—
I'm just tryna do my best it's so confusin'
As I'm sittin' at this desk, my precious time I know I'm losin', I'm—
I never reached my full potential
Addicted to doin' shit that was detrimental, uh
I'm feelin' weak right now, but life ain't gentle
So I, just suck it up and get back to the fundamentals, huh

[Verse]
Back to the bullshit, clockin' hours in the shadows
Coughin' up my lungs, but I still want some more tobacco
Another drop of liquor in a pool that's grown so shallow
Saying "Yes sir", I nod my head for all these assholes
So walk in line, do your job, you maybe might impress them
I work all day, but ain't accomplish nothin'
I'm so pressed, not impressive
A year goеs by and then it gets deprеssin'
God can you hear me? Look, I really need those blessings
Life's like Hell right now, I don't wanna wait for Heaven
Who the fuck, does the world, even think it's testin'?
Pissin' off his teachers, always been this mans obsession
And when I fuckin' die, I told 'em that "I'll die a legend"
And If I do not, then I'll be fuckin' reserectin'
I tried bein' friendly, everybody's just so tense
Feel like I'm about to go and crash, like '07
But somehow I'm still here with this message
So everybody's runnin' after me
I spilled the paint on the floor, it's a masterpiece
I'm in the end-zone, movin' like an athlete
I snuck in while everybody turned they back to me
And it's actually, really sad to me
How I have to bring up everybody on the track with me
My back hurts, baby think I'm in some agony
I'm not mad, but I'm mad in love with blasphemy
I'm in space, still I see them lookin' down on me
I'm the darkest star growin' in this galaxy
So everybody's tryna drag me back to gravity
I'm still runnin' from the people runnin' after me
This tragic life ain't turnin' into tragedy
This shit's how it's supposed to be
Incinerating anybody that was close to me
Yeah, I been silent at the table, soon you'll toast to me
And everybody said I couldn't, don't get close to me
Fuck around get stomped, with the restin' beast
Give a time, and a place, leave the rest to me
Nobody used to give a fuck, now they obsessed with me
Givin' bread to my kin, that's the best to me
And my blood, and my sweat, that's the recipe