[Verse 1: Jorge Vidrio]
Dark ink flows across the sheets of my notebook
Leaving trails behind that read like prison bar lines
And it's wearing out my tires
My words drip with sarc and ire
I'm no artist, I'm a liar
Whats the difference? Both spit fire
What the fuck do I know?
When I'm singing to the choir
Where the fuck do I go?
When I feel like I'm too tired
It's too late I can't be shown
I'm collapsing at the door
And I'm not writing this in stone
I'm typing it into my phone, baby
[Chorus: Jorge Vidrio & Franklin]
I ain't even legal yet but let me say my peace 'cause
I met the reason that I'm living on some hoobastank
I ain't seen my friends in a minute and now they're different
But I'm holding myself, to a higher standard, aye
I ain't even legal yet but let me say my peace 'cause
I met the reason that I'm living on some hoobastank
I ain't seen my friends in a minute and now they're different
But I'm kidding myself
I'm the same but I'm not, aye
Pulling pedals off the flowers, we don't play that
Tried to knock then rock our pedestal but we don't okay that
So far both ways, all we say is that we go way back
Fuck that, it's pulling at the strings like where the fray at
[Verse 2: renzo]
Don’t know what to do with myself
Don’t know what to do with my life
I try so hard to keep up with reality
Barely over 18, parents don’t believe in me
They say it’s just a pipe dream
It’s not just a pipe dream
I wanna go somewhere, someplace
No mask, new face
New plane every goddamn weekday
I wanna play for the masses
Ditch all my classes just for this shit
Don’t wanna live with regret, already have enough to forget
Every single one of my failures, stay till the grave
I guess I'm motivated, man it’s complicated
'Cause I separated from the people I wanted to gravitate towards
I'm ready for a loss, I'm ready for a war
I'm ready to give everything that I have
If I go down in flames, you still know my name
I turned out the same, got no one to blame
No two cents of fame, no I won’t complain
Don’t know if I’m sane, please take away the pain
We are not the same, same, same
[Pre-Chorus: Jorge Vidrio]
Ay, desde muy lejós vengo
Pa ver si encuentro la lúz pa illumanar el camino
Ay, desde qué era chico, aye
Estube solo, hasta aquí, con mis pensamientos corridos
[Chorus: Jorge Vidrio & Franklin]
I ain't even legal yet but let me say my peace 'cause
I met the reason that I'm living on some hoobastank
I ain't seen my friends in a minute and now they're different
But I'm holding myself, to a higher standard, aye
I ain't even legal yet but let me say my peace 'cause
I met the reason that I'm living on some hoobastank
I ain't seen my friends in a minute and now they're different
But I'm kidding myself
I'm the same but I'm not, aye
Pulling pedals off the flowers, we don't play that
Tried to knock then rock our pedestal but we don't okay that
So far both ways, all we say is that we go way back
Fuck that, it's pulling at the strings like where the fray at
[Verse 3: Franklin]
N***as think I can step up to me
I don't know whatI am to be
I don't know what I am to me
Lyin' to myself easily
About as far as the eye can see
Dysfunction runs in our family
We'll be the change, I decree
Been doubting who's at fault lately
[Verse 4: renzo]
Feelin' like
I am losin' my mind every second
Got up on a pedestal
But now I can’t see where my friends is
I don’t know where the fuck this life is headed
All I know is I’m only here for the ride
This my life investment
[Verse 5: Jorge Vidrio]
Hell is a place on Earth I am certain
I seen too much to hurt behind curtains
The sunlight don't shine bright enough by
My house 'cause I find excuses all the time
Guess I am me, myself, for all of time
Guess I can be better if I just tried
Yes, I can be someone else for you
I just need to get my mind out the dunes
[Verse 6: Franklin]
Mixed up in the mix of triple six
Kicked in at the brink of monument
Looks are matching, looking unkempt
Scratching for rent, I'm scratching for sense
Heard me right, let me prove you wrong
Running marathon after marathon
I picked the fights, you picked the song
Heard my plight, lemme prove you wrong
[Verse 7: renzo]
Tell me how it feels not to be the main character
Antagonistic eyes lie in the back of my head
Arranging all my thoughts
'Cause my mind’s been on fire
I’m a fraud, I’m a liar
I’m a goddamn crier
And I’m so sick, always dealin' with the same bullshit
Never kept it real 'cause i act like I'm too big
I ain’t shit, never been shit
'Cause I’m foolish, I hate it
Can’t escape it, might lose it
[Verse 8: Jorge Vidrio]
'Case I'm on the edge of relevance
The ones who love me don't treat me like bretheren
Postin' for pills, overdosing on sedatives
Crashing my car into fixtures for attention
I don't see myself conquering the tired me
I don't see myself making it past 40
I don't see myself dying young
Or going broke or getting richer
No expectations when you listen to some other