[Hook: Christon Gray]
I keep wondering why
It's all a dream, my happy days
They've come and gone, just weary days
I just don't understand
Won't cry no more, won't shed a tear
I'll cry inside, I hope you hear
Help me now, you're still here

[Verse 1: Taelor Gray]
Your view of me morbid, your viewing me corporate
Like hierarch, CEO of Higher Art
I Picasso'd the orbit
And my bravado's your origin
So let me orchestrate, you've seen some bad days
But there's more at stake, check the forte
Sin abounds, the more grace
I am gunner and runner and running it
I never move at your pace
Before you said mommy I was omni
Case in point the evil in this world is not beyond me
I work it out for good cause working out is good
Strengthening your core, I'm forcing out the good with the pain
Tribulation patience, dying is the game
And life is Illustration, I Am is my name
Let me paint my canvas
[Verse 2: Kambino]
I am God Alone, you are not alone
So why in bad times you act like you forgot the throne
Like I'm not constantly tending the garden I have grown
Like you comprehend the measurable part of what I have known
I am I Am, homes, all encompassing
Patient with my admonishing, grace ageless, astonishing
When extended to you, you praise me as God and king
When others consume, you're sickened to the point of vomiting?
[?], on the verge of madness
Grieving over my absence, I am there
While the world seeks to determine my existence, murdering perfect infants
Making sex slaves of princesses, I Am cares
When I am controlling it on the whole should I Am fare
When pending the ending from beginning, did I Am smear
A word disturbing my memory of purpose, am I unclear?
My bride please rest assured I am the Lord and I am fair
Drive them tears, please

[Verse 3: Christon Gray]
Tears, you hold them in your retina wishing you never met her
Like, we was better when we was never right
Together was the plan, together was the price
They go hand in hand, the same word twice
Not ready you say, sit down and wait then
Rock steady's the way you build a foundation
For better or for worse, or worse becomes sooner
But never leave the Church, disperse, or come to the
Conclusion that the future lacks hope, it's apparent
That the past is the parent to the one who lacks growth, a child
Michael and Nicole lost their poster child
I've been praying bout that pain that comes post denial
Sad day, you ain't supposed to smile
Cause you lost one, but He's awesome
We're drowning in an ocean of tears
Sometimes it's good just to know that you're here
[Hook]