[Verse 1:]
Every morning ask myself the question, "who have I become?"
Like "when was your fall from grace?"
I'm living life like a vagabond
Taking pills to numb the pain
Walking through the acid rain
Smoking on that opp pack I take it to the fucking brain
Man it's such a shame I know my momma ain't too proud of me
Ciggerets and demonesses
Voices be surrounding me
Half a thing of gin to the face when I'm feeling down
I might just listen tk Satan and kill the n***as who
Doubted me
I don't really love her but I tell her I do
Cuz I'm bored as fuck and who I really want ain't my boo
But her's the truth
All these crimes I be committing ain't sitting well with my conscience
But who give a fuck what that n***a think?

[Hook:]
Pour me up another drink 'till I forget where I am
Roll me up a honey bourbon baby, do it again
Took like 6 hydros they make me feel like I"m dead
What's ya life like?
Will you got to heaven or hell?
Pour me up another drink 'till I forget where I am
Roll me up a honey bourbon baby, do it again
Took like 6 hydros they make me feel like I"m dead
What's ya life like?
Will you got to heaven or hell?
[Verse 2:]
They say life is what you make it
So why ain't these bitches naked
Why the fuck am I doing drugs and drinking the pain away
Everyday I waste away in my bed
I'm off the nutmeg
So I don't wanna hear what you saying
Wish I was playing when I say I'm hearing voices
Fighting angels
And fucking on demons in all positions and hella angles
But I don't really give a fuck 'bout that
I walk around with that pack
And I carry that fucking weapon
You tripping give you a spinal tap
Load the gat and aim it at my head
Every single waking moment I wish that I was dead
All these mothafucking drugs ain't mixing well with all my meds
I'm just tryna leave the matrix I don't care about the bread