(Verse: xeno)
Can't really say that I been elevating
More like levitation to a standstill
Weary to the bone
But I love working with my hands still
Something bout the way
I can look back my creation
It's still shit that I can't talk about
I'm walking with a anvil
I'm marching up the anthill
Cuz it's all that I know
Lord I try to trust my spirit
Still I cry can no one hear me I'm lost
But I keep holding on
N***a this that roadside assistance that I'm smoking on
The truth will always hurt you the most
But this is all that I have
And this is all that I am
Said it was part of the plan but I never had one
Used to chase a dream
Until it turned into a bad one
Heard my father's voice the other day
The first time in a while
I ain't say nothing
I was in thе passenger seat of thе U-Haul
Staring out to the ethers
Thinking if flowers could talk
Perhaps they would know all my secrets
(Verse: NotSeth)
See I can't trust it
Life done showed its ass too many times
That's why I fuck it, man
I been at the top too many times
But this a bucket
My alternatives' gon' pull me down
They watch me drown proceed to die even when life around
I got this crown but I don't need it
Shit be pointless how I see it
Got this hunger in me
It just seem to grow when I be eating
Heart be beating through my chest
I won't sleep but I need rest
Feel like shit but when I
Feel like this is when I do my best
My own foot be on my neck
I ain't giving me no breaks
The opportunities be there but shit, they not for me to take
She can't leave ain't got no rake
Hold my heart for goodness sake
Feed the family with the food i have
I only had one plate
Man they straight
I told em that
It bee the n***as standing in the mirror that's gon' hold em back
I wish that I could live
Too many pills I wash them down with Tussin
Thought that I would die
No emotion but i'm still in motion
Hold up, lemme cry
Know I shed a tear in front of my people
But they still know i'm that guy
Only folks that I be worried bout is
Me myself and I now