(verse one:)
My reverse touch of Midas is I ain't good at apologizing
I take remorse and explore it more into lonely nights
Lean on my muse
I can't hold enough of you in my hands
I been stressing bout the state of my plans
But while I'm stuck in my head
It's shawty's bopping 'em out in Cali and down in Atlanta
Buddy stop me in street said "where the tape at?"
Gimme a second
Link with Stony just to ease up the vibe
It's cool breezes and warm skies
I dive from up high
Towards the ocean in the sky
Don't know how to swim nor fly
But still I rise like Maya Angelou
Met a couple bad ones
Sarah and Vanessa
Won't forget how we was laughing
Smoking blunts like that was all to life
The heavens clear as the youth run amuck
Frolic in fields and play their reindeer games
It takes me back to as a young buck
Middle school felt invisible
Kinda stuck to outskirts
Never really fit into agendas
It's been hard to take the darker road
But it's the only way through so
Days like this I'll forever cherish
It's rare that I get to see the potential
(verse two:)
I been ducked off watching Dragon Ball to capture the youth
Whatever"s apt to distract from my backwards spazzing in rooms
Pause the flick as I ponder for how much longer can I stall
Before I garner the will to remove my head from the sand
Toss and and turn from furnace burning at the base of my navel
It's hard to bump the hustler music when you ain't getting no paper
Just awkward glances and eggshells of your own making
Goddamit I really need to feel the sun on my skin
Take a walk along the water and wilderness
Just me and the breeze, trees and falcons above
I can't tarnish my integrity I do this love
Never really was a people person, crowded places still make nervous
Pray I never get famous, pray I never touch the industry
'cuz giving up creative control feels like sin to me
This shit is my heart
And it's hard to stand alone but over time I've come to learn it'll be better this way
Turns out it was still a couple of shards left
I walk past them
Not long after, my shoulder popped outta place
I put it back but it don't feel the same
Knew it was divine intervention
I had to feel the pain in full to bring me back to earth
I still got your novel on my dresser
Been depressed so I ain't read it in a while
And it might be just what I need
But I just pushed your love away
I had to put away your painting I had made for you last summer
'Cuz it's better for my health if I get right before I step to you
If ever at all
Getting older is learning that'd I'd be better at home
'Cuz these Atlanta cats is backwards
Only worried bout a backwood
But I can't really pretend that I'm better
I can't cap like I ain't never had a handout
I've stretched it like I'm Kanye
Minus the dinner platters and drama
That was never my scene
Girl your love to hold me in place
It cages the lion
Dangles the key in my face
But on a second take I take I take a second look
It left me shook because the hand that holds the answer is mine
But you clouding my mind
And I won't dare to say you everything
But you part of the reason I feel frozen in time
But I just roll up another for now
And two for the road
If imma get back on that horse
Then I ain't doing it sober, homie
The fuck is you saying?
It's they cycle, it's all part of the plan
We gon, touch the moon eventually
I swear
(verse three:)
You can catch me on the back roads
Smoking on the potent that made Moses see the most high
Disassociation watch the days just seem to flow by
Never a trust a soul so on these hoes I keep a close eye
'Cuz evils on the brink and don't nobody seem to know why
But I was raised for this type of war
Learned the spells and all the symbols up until I grew a desire for ascension and higher knowledge
Still never went to college
But I been tryna graduate still
Take a tab, descensum
And know that its real
How does it feel to look the ego in the face and put a bullet in it?
I'll admit that I been off of the meds
But I felt that if I kept taking em the I would be
Sick in the head
Now I'm feeling freer than I ever did
Now it's time to get back on the mission
Gotta make sure that they hear the kid
Because the shit that he been preaching
Is written in hieroglyphics and found in the scientifics
So roll you another spliff and get gone

I keep a harry potter clip and I filled it with deathly hollows
'Cuz since the death of Martin the country's been full of sorrow
Martin how the fuck can I just turn the other cheek
When all the brethren and children getting murdered up in the streets to this day?
But I still sit and pray
That the dream you envisioned can still come out to play
'Cuz I don't really like the violence
N***as is dying
I'm tired of standing by
While the snakes that reside in power can poison us with the lies and the venom
I gotta get em
I gotta get it
I paid the admittance way back in '06
So know this whenever you step
The one who takes the darker road onto reality to understand the patterns will emerge the other side as a vet
So just aim for the check
Tunnel vision with no distractions
And fuck the haters
'Cuz if you know you a God, then you've already taken the crown, you won
You won
Word up
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1226
New Age Rebellion 'till forever man
And that's real shit
As it was in the beginning, is now and ever shall be world without end
In his name Haile Selassie I
Jah Rastafari