If it doesn't hurt
I can't feel it at all
I need your love
To turn my head off

Put your hands around my neck
Squeeze until I'm red
Tell me I'm a good girl
Hold me down with your hands

Push my head down when you are behind me
Tell me I'm doing it right when I'm not breathing
I know you can tell when I am hiding
Take me out of my misery

Put your hands around my neck
Squeeze until I'm red
Tell me I'm a good girl
Hold me down with your hands

I don't think I can love again
So hurt me instead
Put your hands around my neck
Don't let me out of bed

Put your hands around my n—
I know it's fucked up, but I don't like me
Mama taught me comfort is a trife thing
And the only comfort that I feel is a knifе
I only feel safe around people that don't likе me
Somebody that hates me feels like safety
Then I wonder why I keep on getting stabbed
Best friend turned accusation for a money grab
Make a lie on me and come collect the bag
No wonder I don't like me

Alcoholic mood swing
Mood swings
Like we at the park and you angry
Like we at our honey moon and you hate me
Like it's a confession you keep on faking

Alcoholic mood swing, tired of the mood swings
I wanna do new things, bitch you need a mood ring
I wanna feel my life moving
You like a dramatic movie
You live your life on the couch
I got dreams I gotta get
Feelings I gotta get out

I can't sit here with you forever