Tonight I feel like I should just destroy myself
Tonight I feel like I should just explode myself
Myself

Tonight I feel like I should just destroy myself
Tonight I feel like I should just explode myself
Myself

There's someone calling my name
But there's nothing to respond
I lost so much in our collapse
Man, what little hope is gone

The voice said, "Don't worry, friend
The darkness is just a suggestion
No, don't worry, kid
The darkness is just suggestion
No, don't worry, Kevin"

Tonight I feel like I should just destroy myself
Tonight I feel like I should just explode myself
Myself

There's someone calling my name
But there's no one to respond
I lost so much in our collapse
Oh, what little hope is gone
The voice said, "Don't worry, friend
This darkness is just a suggestion
No, don't worry, kid
This darkness is just suggestion
No, don't worry, kid"

Tonight I feel like I should just destroy myself
Tonight I feel like I should just explode myself
Myself

I’m allergic to the world when we are separated
There’s nothing in my heart that’s worth a beating
Feeling like a Styrofoam prop ennui is eating
Oh, sure, we talk and talk and talk
But nothing worth repeating

I feel defeated
I feel defeated
I feel defeated

Now I’m OD’ing on your cocksucker blues
You make me uptight when you just don’t work right
You painted my prison, now something’s wrong
And I never, ever wanted to write this song

I’m killing myself but it’s not suicide
I’m killing myself
I’m killing myself but it’s not suicide
I’m killing myself but my friends will never know
Because I’ve never been
Because I've never been honest with anyone
Always pulling faces from the unprepossessing places
Of the universal mind
I’m crippled by the world when we are divided
There’s nothing in my heart that’s worth the creaking
Feeling like a Pamplona bull that's finished kicking

Although we try to break the loop, it’s always stuck repeating

I feel defeated
I feel defeated
I feel defeated

Now I’m OD’ing on your cocksucker blues
You make me uptight when you just don’t work right
You painted my prison, now something’s wrong

And I never, ever, ever wanted to write this song
I always thought things would change somehow
And we would start getting along but it’s hopeless
Hopeless

And I never, ever wanted to write this song
I always thought things would change somehow
And we would start getting along but it’s hopeless
Hopeless
And I never, ever wanted to write this song
I always thought things would change somehow
And we would start getting along but it’s hopeless
Hopeless

And I never, ever wanted to write this song
I always thought things would change somehow
And we would start getting along but it’s hopeless
Hopeless

And I never, ever wanted to write this song
I always thought things would change somehow
And we would start getting along but it’s hopeless
Hopeless