Nosgov
thorns

[Verse 1: seishin]
Nothing blooming in my heart, only thorns and the silence
I got flower blooming tears and a sigil from fire
I won’t see you in the dark, and when it’s dark there
Stop talking 'bout the illness, 'cause it doesn’t define me
Got a hole in my body and no farewell from her
You be casting spells on my body, and I can't, I can't
I had no face, what the fuck had I faced
I don’t want no farewell, just be far away
Far away, far away, I would feel the regret
If it’d been possible, I would have done what it takes
Okay, my bad as always, as always
I’m guilty of it all like I’m God or some shit

[Verse 2: MikeAl0ne]
Nothin' bloomin' in my heart, thorns cut, internal bleed, ah, ah, ah
I’m spittin' blood, she wanna breed, ah, ah, ah
Body so cold, she 'bout to freeze, ah, ah, ah
She gotta go, she gotta leave
I had no face, wait, now bitches givin' me face, damn
She thinks I hate her, I’m the one that I hate, damn
This feeling is endless, this feeling is endless
Living in darkness, I feel defenseless
This shit never makes sense, she wanna make friends
How did I end there? Keep fallin' for dead ends
Keep fallin' for dead ends, I always suffer the same thing
Walking around like I’m Vendrick, she always talkin' the same shit
I feel amazing, I don’t feel amazing
I wanna end it, why are you keepin' me waiting?
I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it
[Verse 3: Nosgov]
Can’t resurrect what’s already gone, barely alive, ready to die alone
What you assume if we barely spoke, I sink to pain while you make me torn
Wash the pills in the sink, can’t avoid, break down, I can feel that it’s void
Don’t talk, I can’t speak anymore, made peace as I fall to the floor
Oh, can’t take back what’s already said, it’s already in my head
Can’t finish a simple task, tell me what you wanna do
I already bled for you, give up when I’m talking down
Walked away, still make a sound, I got it, guess I’ll take care
Paint me your only victim, carefully planned incisions
Oh, I barely fucking make sense, I got in, but I faked it
Guess I’ll never get out