I'm conflicted
To be hated
For being blessed and gifted
Mofucka
How is that my fault
But if I dish back the disrespect
They’ll never come to
Accept the love of God
Understanding in a more holistic way
That agape is what'll create a change
Sympathetic
That they only act like this
Cause they too have their own fair share
Of pain

I'm conflicted
I’m the one with the power
I'm the one that can make
These pitiful ass fucks
Experience their final last hour
But to go on a power trip
Would destroy our relationship
And would make these pieces of shit
Feel even more like a bigger piece of shit
Even if I do get the win
I'm conflicted
Their hatred seems more powerful
Than my love
To live a wonderful blessed life
Being happy and at peace
While the rest of the world's lives
Fucking sucks
Eloim it's an honor
Help me to see
That we're all your sons and daughters
Eloim thankful for the way I was brought up
Help me to love harder
Help me to live smarter

I'm conflicted
It's not like I don’t get frustrated too
But if I live and move
With a angry hateful spirit
I don’t feel good
Even if I'm someone that they be fearing
I be tearing up
How can they be that spiteful
It’s only when I remember your teachings from the Bible
That my spirit is uplifted and gets a revival

I'm conflicted
Don't think the world will ever stop
Acknowledging the fact that
Eloim is good
But the world seems to hates a good God
Blinded to the truth
Got a heart that makes me want to help them
Able to see
The beauty
In heaven
Being some of our eternity
But they're addicted to conflict and misery
I’m conflicted
Wanna go to heaven
But stuck on this shitty planet
To be resented and despised
Just for loving God
And not being a fucking faggot
Damn their hate is disgusting
Damn they are truly pitiful fucks
But I know a chance for redemption
And unity is gone for good
If I give up on love