[Verse]
Never doin' 9 to 5
So I'm never living like a puppet
Drowned in all my doubts
Now I'm sailing right above it
Use to hate it, now they love it
But no one saw it coming
I've been busing all these tables
Just to get my ma something for her birthday
The one who motivates me on my worst days
I wonder what she thinkin' when this song plays
I wonder what she thinkin' when this song plays
Yeah, I've been fighting for relevance in the heart of who listens
Handing you my heart, with every cut and incision
Every decision I've made
I'm always fightin'
I'm either going to do what I love
Or die trying
Lately feeling trapped in my head
I hear sirens
In the gray world
No chance for a silver linin'
But even if I make it, or miss it
This is for you to just listen
That I don't wish upon the stars
I'm tryna live them or win them