[Verse 1]
See I'm scared for tomorrow, yet can't get over the past
And it seems like this smile is becomin' more of a mask
Can't rejuvenate the energy that I thought that I had
I'm losing vision of the place, I just been working to have
Just been guessing these questions
That have them pressing and stressing
My adolescents revolved around the same set of lessons
But I can't get it right
'Cause I've been losing sight
'Cause what's the point of dreaming, if you ain't sleeping right?
3AM and exhausted, but I'm just lying awake
Thinking of something to say, but I think I'm going insane
'Cause I can't live in the moment, when I've been stuck in my brain
I've been trying to change for the better, but everything's been the same
'Cause I don't know where I'm going, can't look back where I been
I don't believe in “meant to be's” 'cause I decide who I am
So I'm deciding to go, make the jump, give it all
'Cause happiness is made when you can smile if you fall

[Hook]
And I don't know, if things are gonna to last
I'm running crazy, and I know I'm gonna crash
So if I leave, will you remember me?
Or can we go back, to the way things used to be?
[Verse 2]
Yeah
Looking for that glimmer of light
Inside the darkest storm, an open war
Working towards that happiness I'm searching for
Repeating questions, like, "Will this ever happen?"
I'm stressing all the time, man, where's the satisfaction?
'Cause, believe me, I've tried
Feels like a thousand of times
That I, tell my Ma, it's coming, even with her doubtful eye
Should I set this aside?
Can someone give me a sign
'Cause am I chasing a future, or am I just wasting my time?
'Cause I'm full of doubt
And I can't get them out
I wanna give you everything, feel like I'ma drown
Place my heart into the fire
Now all I'm feeling is tired
I've been trying to set my mind higher
But can't stop losing desire
'Cause what if I never make it?
What if this doesn't work?
Second guessing every move, rewriting every verse
'Cause everything is just a maybe
And lately been running crazy
My vision's getting hazy
And I can't see what's ahead, am I gone?
[Hook]
And I don't know, if things are gonna to last
I'm running crazy, and I know I'm gonna crash
So if I leave, will you remember me?
Or can we go back, to the way things used to be?