[Chorus]
Wish I wasn't so
Hard on myself, hard on myself lately, yeah
Part of myself, part of myself hates me, yeah
Hard to let go, a lot of things break me, yeah, yeah
'Cause when these late night comes, I don't wanna feel
Yeah, takin' her home even if it's not real, yeah
Blamin' myself isn't how to heal
Yeah, I know, I know I've been hard on myself

[Verse 1]
Yeah, I been goin' through some phases
Not on tour, but I'm goin' through some stages
I don't know how much more I can take it
Put my heart together just so I can go and brеak it
Wake up lookin' at you with no makeup
Thinkin' 'bout last night, I'm playin'
I just wanna know the things that you'vе been lookin' for, I'm sayin'
Different book and pages
Staying up 'til 1:00 talkin' 'bout the one, lookin' for my heart, it's fakin'

[Pre-Chorus]
Hard for me to trust you when I don't trust who I am right now, and
I don't really know what I want right now, yeah
Got a lot of love to give and I
[Chorus]
Wish I wasn't so
Hard on myself, hard on myself lately, yeah
Part of myself, part of myself hates me, yeah (Ooh)
Hard to let go, a lot of things break me, yeah, yeah (Yeah yeah, 'cause when these)
'Cause when these late night comes, I don't wanna feel
Yeah, takin' her home even if it's not real, yeah
Blamin' myself isn't how to heal
Yeah, I know, I know I've been hard on myself

[Verse 2]
You can fight a lot, can't fight the timing, yeah
You can wish a lot, can't wish-align me, yeah
Took a look around, hate what I been finding
Everything I'm not seems to always be around me
Hey, I just wanna know a way
I just wanna fly away
I just wanna look into a mirror and say that I'm ok
I got nothin' left to say
I just wanna throw the weight away, weight away, yeah, yeah

[Pre-Chorus]
Hard for me to trust you when I don't trust who I am right now, and
I don't really know what I want right now, yeah
Got a lot of love to give and I
[Chorus]
Wish I wasn't so
Hard on myself, hard on myself lately, yeah
Part of myself, part of myself hates me, yeah (Ooh)
Hard to let go, a lot of things break me, yeah, yeah (Yeah yeah, 'cause when these)
'Cause when these late night comes, I don't wanna feel
Yeah, takin' her home even if it's not real, yeah
Blamin' myself isn't how to heal
Yeah, I know, I know I've been hard on myself

[Outro]
I've been overthinkin' too much
I've been blamin' myself too much, too much
I know