I am smiling right
In front of you
I always smile back
(I'm used to it)
This is who I am
I think I'm perfect
The most perfect
Ordinary being
(It's me just being myself)
In the mirror I am
Just one person
(That's me I'm the only one)
Who were those people?
They had names, probably
I shake my head and giggle
I'll never meet them again
I've been drinking
I made jokes and talked
About serious things
Everyone laughed
And I was excited
About something new
But only the emptiness
Is left on my way back
I stagger at dawn today
The view is twisted
My stomach is turned
I can hear the sound
Of people's laughter
The dim lights in an alley
Seem to welcome me
I think I can grab
Them but I can't
They are around me
As if they're teasing me
(I'm okay)
(No I'm not)
(I just feel dizzy about everything)
Everything is staggering
I am smiling right in front of you
I always smile back
(I'm used to it)
This is who I am
I think I'm perfect
The most perfect
Ordinary being
(It's me, just being myself)
In the mirror I am
Just one person
(That's me, I'm the only one)
Since when did I feet this emptiness?
Maybe since then
I've been hiding behind the
Heavy comfort of materials
And thinking people light
The unintended
Misunderstandings and problems
I've felt comfortable with getting
Rid of them rather than solving them
Maybe since then
I am at the heart
Of this dizziness
Where am I looking
For the reason?
Like a fool
I will be the answer
It's getting dark
It's not bad when everything
Becomes black and white
If I put a white small dot
On the background
I will shine like a star
In others' eyes
(Black star)
I'm not okay
No I'm not
(I just feel dizzy)
Everything is staggering
I am smiling right
In front of you
I always smile back
(I'm used to it)
This is who I am
I think I'm perfect
The most perfect
Ordinary being
(It's me just being myself)
In the mirror I am
Just one person
(That's me I'm the only one)
I am smiling right
In front of you
I always smile back
(I'm used to it)
This is who I am
I think I'm perfect
The most perfect
Ordinary being
(It's me just being myself)
In the mirror I am
Just one person
(That's me I'm the only one)