Lord why is it my whole life I have felt so sad
A broken heart my only company
Promise I would understand if Lord you told me
This is how you wanted it to be

Cause I don't know what it's worth to go on living
All the love inside me is dead
Not one day goes by I don't consider
Putting my Papaw's shotgun to my head

Lord don't get me wrong there's been time I'm glad I've had
Now sweet memories are all yesterdays
I don't believe there is any means
Between Heaven or Hell
That could ever make me change my evil ways

Because if I knew I'd hear angels sing in Heaven
I could wait until it was my time to go
All my prayers go by unanswered
Lord if you're still up there let me know

Teardrops falling down like pouring rain
Ever since you left and made me blue
My only consolation is my pain
Lord let me know what I should do
I don't know what it's worth to go on living
All the love inside me is dead
Not one day goes by I don't consider
Putting my Papaw's shotgun to my head