OCTOBERSFULLMOON
Family Ties
[Verse 1]
I think I'll bleed out, I'm down on my knees now
You're not what I need now, I need to heal now
I thought I was real now, but you think I'm still loud
I can't add up the 'mount, get the tape for the seal now
They breaking your shield now, mama not making my meals now
'Cause she stuck up in bed, she needing her meds
Once she gets better I'll be happy instead
Of being depressed with the dark thoughts in my head
Yamu never liked me said the praise got to my head
When that's not the truth it was all of the hating instead
Atleast I've come a long way but it's not the same case for my man Little Red
I wanted a studio up in the shed, now I'm lying down, I wish I was dead
You could call me a Jew 'cause I'm losing my head
We gotta have handful every dinner of bread
You hear what I said?

[Verse 2]
Days at the park, we pull off the bark
Until it got dark, then we get a ride home in the car
Me and my cousin in the garden playin' Shark
But now it's all gone and we ain't leaving our mark
Pressure with pliers like Mark
You know I ain't been hard
But my life has been, knives with tigers and
I took my vitamins, the walls are tightening
God please gimme the spark of the lightning
[Verse 3]
Family ties, family lies
Am I alive? I feel deprived
I'm staying inside, you may want a ride
But fuck off I'm taking my time