OCTOBERSFULLMOON
Strained
[Intro]
We the family without the fortunes (Fortunes)
Stuck up in my room making more tunes (More tunes)
Every single song thinking that I'm producing more fumes (More fumes)
Ego jumping off the building I never caught you
Papa sensei thinking "Why you forgot all the stuff I taught you"

[Verse 1]
I feel like a mistake
Sweat is running down me bitch I feel like a milkshake
Like a movie my life is the fifth take
I'm trying to save the people around me falling
Where the hell is Cam, I'm tryna call him
Well he might just be ignoring
But I know him better but his ex just thinks he's boring
But that's far from the truth you see he'll walk in
Kiss you on the neck and then he's choring
I can't get no girls because of all these fights I'm drawing
Tryna be me but all the demons lauring
In the corner of my room tryna act just like they touring
My face starting to look like an orange
But my tears are fucking pouring
Down in the sink right as the doorhinge
Twists and opens up and it's the hero
It helps me up from the number zero
Then he drops me down I guess he never cared, oh
That was the same night that I teared up
Everybody thinking I want attention throwing the flair up
But they fucking never cared, uh
[Chorus]
Wish I could see them but our relationship is strained
Everyone else in the family just thinks I'm strange
It's moments like this I just wish that I could change
Bitch I'm crying like the baby in the manger
Feeling like I'm a bird stuck in a cage
People think I work magic like a fucking mage
It's nights like these where I'm filled with rage
They all doubting my skills because of age
Fam I wish y'all could just know that I want to flip the page

[Verse 2]
Nobody took my side, even when he lied
Fam you know that I hate to fight
You act like you always right
You said that I was poor
You acting like you never made me and my mama cry (Mama cry)
Fam just look me in my eye
And realise that you just filled with spite
You always acting like you the guy
You actually made me want to die
You also part of the reason that I am so shy
But you made everyone believe you
Now I'm looking at you at you like how could you?
Why you lying saying you're from the hood dude
Don't take this personally cause I wish you good dude
[Refrain]
We the family without the fortunes (Fortunes)
Stuck up in my room making more tunes (More tunes)
Every single song thinking that I'm producing more fumes (More fumes)
Ego jumping off the building I never caught you
Papa sensei thinking "Why you forgot all the stuff I taught you"

[Chorus]
Wish I could see them but our relationship is strained
Everyone else in the family just thinks I'm strange
It's moments like this I just wish that I could change
Bitch I'm crying like the baby in the manger
Feeling like I'm a bird stuck in a cage
People think I work magic like a fucking mage
It's nights like these where I'm filled with rage
They all doubting my skills because of age
Fam I wish y'all could just know that I want to flip the page

[Verse 3]
Yeah, our relations are so strained (Yeah they strained)
You the one who put me through the pain (Yeah the pain)
Acting like I only care about the fame (Yeah the fame)
But you always come running back asking for a game (Yeah a game)
Then you turn your back on me and say I'm lame (Yeah I'm lame)
So that's why I stay in my lane (Yeah my lane)
Just so you don't go making me want to cut the vains (Yeah the vains)
Why you hating on The City Rain (City rain)
I'm the kid who's wrapped up in these chains (Yeah these chains)
You make me look like the one in shame (Look in shame)
But at the end of the day (Of the day)
You know that I'm a fucking saint! (Chi)
[Refrain]
We the family without the fortunes (Fortunes)
Stuck up in my room making more tunes (More tunes)
Every single song thinking that I'm producing more fumes (More fumes)
Ego jumping off the building I never caught you
Papa sensei thinking "Why you forgot all the stuff I taught you"

[Chorus]
Wish I could see them but our relationship is strained
Everyone else in the family just thinks I'm strange
It's moments like this I just wish that I could change
Bitch I'm crying like the baby in the manger
Feeling like I'm a bird stuck in a cage
People think I work magic like a fucking mage
It's nights like these where I'm filled with rage
They all doubting my skills because of age
Fam I wish y'all could just know that I want to flip the page
Wish I could see them but our relationship is strained
Everyone else in the family just thinks I'm strange
It's moments like this I just wish that I could change
Bitch I'm crying like the baby in the manger
Feeling like I'm a bird stuck in a cage
People think I work magic like a fucking mage
It's nights like these where I'm filled with rage
They all doubting my skills because of age
Fam I wish y'all could just know that I want to flip the page

[Bridge]
Love it how you love it, like I
Love it how I love it, like you
Come hug me, I won't hug you
You only want me cause I want you
I just want love and I want you
But you wouldn't understand love, you
Just turn your back on me when I want you
I just wanna go back and hunt you
Rip your fucking eyes out, then I hit a blunt, two
Get fucking knocked out, paralyzed
Are you surprised?
That you caused a fucking murder
Coming back from Heaven with my dirt
Hope you realise my heart is burnt
But you are heartless yourself, I hope you've learnt
That I am the bigger person and that we weren't
Ever together from the start, it was just turnt
Into that shit, girl, I feel you through the curtain
I used to think our love was certain
But I guess it wasn't and I was just playin' circles

[Chorus]
Wish I could see them but our relationship is strained
Everyone else in the family just thinks I'm strange
It's moments like this I just wish that I could change
Bitch I'm crying like the baby in the manger
Feeling like I'm a bird stuck in a cage
People think I work magic like a fucking mage
It's nights like these where I'm filled with rage
They all doubting my skills because of age
Fam I wish y'all could just know that I want to flip the page

[Verse 4]
Get on stage, flip the page
Motherfuck doin' a dance, I just wanna make it, no cap
I've taken all of my chances, this shit done got me pantin'
Chasin' this shit, but I'm rancid, off of a pill of acid