OCTOBERSFULLMOON
LYF(E)
[Verse]
Ayy, life a complicated story I don't want to go into
But I feel I gotta just to prove that I don't think of myself as a king too
I've done some shit in the past than I'm sorry for
Lost some friends, lost my ends, after all I guess I'm not a warrior
Made accusations that I lied about, is it really cheating if we just sexting?
You don't need to worry about who I be texting
We ain't dating or nothin', we just here for the words and sex, yeah
I know you talk to other guys, but it don't really affect me
'Cause I know we ain't loyal, but stop acting like it's bad when it's me
It goes both ways, not just a one-way street
You shouldn't get mad if I beat my meat
Also, I know I've been caught up in the streets
And I know you don't like what I've said 'bout Yung C'
But when we just together, when we forget about that shit, you say I'm funny
Yeah, we not perfect, but you rockin' that Playboy bunny, uh
I just texted SeaOhDeeWhy, asked if we past that beef, aight
We talked for a bit, we talked 'bout our life, so it's only now I see why
All my friends went blocked me, I was actin' too cocky
I must've thought I was the next A$AP Rocky
I built up my character like Rocky
I should stop being a dick to the people who got me here
Maybe I should be thankful, give 'em all a shout-out and bring 'em in here
Mother's friends was alcoholics, go 'round just to see floors fulla beers
I ain't no career maker, but y'all can get taken by my bears, ayy
I ain't no fuckin' killer but I carry 'round a knife
'Cause you don't know who out to get you in the middle of the night
I swear it feels like I've been up for fortnights
Four nights I've been harassed by children who play Fortnite
Ayy, yeah, just like Ameer Vann, I'm dearly departed
Been a fan of him, don't care what he's started
Still my inspiration, at parties I go retarded
I ain't got no hits but the Offended Remix charted, yeah
(Ayy, ayy)
I've got some lovers 'hind my back that I talk to in the mornin'
Maybe when I'm older there'll be a baby that's brought in
Just at least as it isn't the act I'm caught in
I fell into my trap, this entire time's been torment