[Intro]
You won't see me at the Grammy's 'cause my message always censored
Was hard growing up because I didn't have a mentor
Music helped me cope with the shit in my head
Age 7, age 10, age 13, why ain't I dead?

[Verse 1]
Yo, the public got me censored beyond belief
Music didn't work out so I turned, turned to the streets
Remember in that cottage, Kanye West up on the speak's
House of the Rising Sun, me and my dad played that through the week
Back when I wasn't rapping 'bout how my ho's on fleek
Back when I was 11 and writing without a beat
Back when I was 12, KSI, Eminem, and me
Back when I wrote L.L. OG and thought that was my peak
Back when middle-class Atlanta rappers was all I could get for a feat
They didn't even send their verse back, you fuckin' neeks
Passionate with my rhyming, I connected with beasts
I'm a fucking god so I'm connecting with the priests
Shawty want that bread just like she some fucking yeast
Never cared 'bout money, ain't no fucking Mr. Beast
My insecurites more hidden than some cum stains on some sheets
People talkin' shit 'bout 'Diablo on the beat, yeah

[Bridge]
I'm censored, I'm censored beyond belief, yeah
I turned to, I turned straight to the streets, yeah
Say what you want, my ego ain't that big
That's a lie, R.J. you're a fucking king
[Verse 2]
You can say what you want, cunts
I been fucking rapping longer than you been livin', cunts
I know I'm not a legend but I do not want to front
Motherfucker cappin', I'ma smoke you like a blunt, uh
You were born in pussy, pussy, you never again been in it
British and killin' rap, kinda wish I was a king, innit
I've been rapping longer than I've been singin'
The blaze is coming through, motherfucker, this the fire I'm bringin'
My sister doesn't love me, she's up out there in the suburbs of London
I'm lonely as a fuck, I just wanna see someone
Before this zombie shit came and fucked us up
I'm more drugged up than my sister and my sister drugged as fuck
I'm not even loved but my enemies go up-and-up
When my last lover left me I said, "Fuck, oh fuck, oh fuck!"
Xanax, weed up in my system, you can tell I'm off some drugs
Soundin' worse than Blueface, I just wanna feel some love
I know I'll never get it so I'm just gonna end it
Drugs is just my heaven than I'm renting
Lean and paracetamols is this good feeling that the NHS is lending
Swear that all these packets is gonna be my ending
It's lonely in this tower, I just wanna see some light
If I see an opp, why even try put up a fight?
My friend said my music good, only now I know he lied
What's the point of living if we're just gonna die?
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