Grim Sickers
If I End My Life Tonight ft Grim Sickers
If I end my life tonight will it all be over with
Yeh I've been holding on for nothing but people who don't notice this
Pain that I be living through
They all think that I'm fine
But I ain't and I don't think imma make it
Tell me what would you do if you were in my mind
Should I sell my soul or what's left of it
A life worth living I can't seem to find
I got no patience girl it's over with
Stars around the galaxy shine light upon this mud
Whiskey shots and brandy shots
Drink till I've had enough
State of mind led me to four days in a row
If I die tonight alone
You would never know
Heaven and hell feels like I'm floating in between
Feel like Moses in a basket down the stream
Pour a glass of lean
I'm awake all night
I see nightmare in my dreams
Never was a perfect or acted like I was
All this anxiety
Kept me out the clubs
All black attire that's a colour to I die
When your body dies
See the spirits fly
I been getting real fuckin high all the time
Cause you couldn't find another reason to stay awhile
Tell me it was all just a lie
I can't cry no more
The blood stains still on my floor
You told me it was all my fault
When you were the one
Who took my heart out and broke me down
How could you ever say it's all my fault
You know what you done now girl I'm leaving this town
I got no patience it's over with
If I end my life tonight will it all be over with
Yeh I've been holding on for nothing but people who don't notice this
Pain that I be living through
They all think that I'm fine
But I ain't and I don't think imma make it
Tell me what would you do if you were in my mind
Should I sell my soul or what's left of it
A life worth living I can't seem to find
I got no patience girl it's over with