[Verse 1]
Look at me, I feel homesick
Want my dog in the door
And the light in the kitchen
From the fridge on the floor
And the faint overhearing
Of my mom on the phone
Through the walls of my bedroom
Things that I shouldn't know
Think the bus might be broken
'Cause the shocks never work
We're collectively hopin'
That the drive will be short
People 24/7
It's the best and a curse
All they do is remind me
That I'm still introverted

[Chorus]
I'm so high, but can't look down
Left my past life on the ground
Think I'm more alive somehow
I feel like myself right now

[Verse 2]
Pretty far from the ocean
Never thought that would hurt
Every lake here is frozen
Which is makin' it worse
This is somebody's hometown
Never been here before
Writin' down every street sign
Missed the spellin', I'm sure
And I ended a friendship
On the day that I left
And though I really meant it
It still makes me upset
Am I losin' my family
Every minute I'm gone?
What if my little brother
Thinks my leavin' was wrong?
Oh, oh
[Chorus]
I'm so high, but can't look down
Left my past life on the ground
Think I'm more alive somehow
I feel like myself right now
I'm so tired, but can't sit down
What if this is it for now?
Think I'm more alive somehow
I feel like myself right now

[Outro]
I feel like myself right now
I feel like myself right now
I feel like myself right now
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