Oh, whatever, fuck it, here we go
Sometimes it feels like my brain rotted out my head a couple years ago
A memorial to the man before the burial
Between you and me, it's a 180 but you don't hear me tho
I used to have ambitions and visions of getting it
But I sabotaged it all with alcohol and well there you go
I used to go outside, I used to smile big and wide
I used to have dreams in color and stereo
I destroyed all my opportunities cuz of depression
And destroyed 'em even more when I started getting my checks in
Claustrophobia was the catalyst of me destroying all my relationships when I just couldn't take the tension
I used to have a girlfriend but I could see through her
I wanted to be with her but didn't wanna see to her
I didn't understand how I could mean anything to her
So I let it fester deep inside and I was mean to her
I don't understand the way the world works
But I understand the way my liver works when I'm sad
I don't understand the way to be content with anything
I got a couple things in common with my dad
Everybody wanna have a diagnosis about me
And all the reasons that I am the way I am
I could never see any light at the end of the tunnel
But maybe if I got up I could, but I can't
[Chorus]
Oh, it's okay, I guess it's alright
I guess it's alright
I guess it's alright [x3]