[Verse 1: Drewsome]
Alright
Yo, yo
6 o'clock, my alarm starts ringing
Only slept for 2 hours, are you fucking kidding?
Those pills Ricky gave me weren't so fitting
Today's already shitty and it's only the beginning
Hopped in the shower so I started singing
Left alone with my thoughts, I do too much thinking
They told me smoking was bad, so I switched to drinking
They told me to stand up for myself, well I prefer sitting
I put God first but only keep sinning
Sometimes I wonder if this life is even worth living
Everyday I'm so high but feel like I am sinking
I should do less spitting, and do more quitting
I wake up and I paint my face like a clown
So people can't tell when I'm feeling down
I drift away and keep my headphones on
So don't question me when I don't know what goes on
You see me in the hallways laughing with my friends
I mean acquaintances cause they won't be here 'till the end
I don't have time for fake people either we riding or we not
If it's a no now don't hit me when I'm hot
All you motherfuckers ain't real in my grade
You claim to know my music but not even my fuckin' name
I love my girlfriend, but she just don't understand
The pain I've been going through, the hell that I've been damned
I'm in a battle with myself cause I don't know what to do
Shout out that girl Michelle, she's always stayed true
I wanna chill out but only create more stress
I'm getting judged for how I talk, act, and how I dress
I've lost all interest in everything, but my craft
I'm a child at heart it's such a bad trait to have
I'm only 17 but my mind is older
Fuck a warm heart, mine only gets colder
I'm such an awful person but present myself as if I'm not
I claim to learn my lesson but I haven't been taught
My mother raised me right, so you would've thought
That it wouldn't be my fathers personality that I caught