[Intro]
Everybody asking me to tell them my story but i don't know where to begin
Everybody asking me to tell them my story but i don't know where to begin
Cause too many people outta my life i'm conscious of letting them in

[Hook]
Back when I was in the streets told myself when I leave I won't miss it at all
And I lost some people in my life meant so much to me i'm missin them all
I was running the streets wit my dawgs, I got n***as and family gone
R.I.P yeah i'm missin them all, now you see me i do it for yall'
R.I.P missin my uncle gone, R.I.P missin my auntie gone
R.I.P man my grandpapa gone, all my n***as I can't name them all
Through the madness i'm still standing tall
I been losing my homies since I was 15 thats the reason I know that i'm strong
Thats the reason they live through my songs

[Verse]
[?] I be stressed but counting my blessings I wish I could just fly away
Thats the reason I woke up and got high today
And I know n***as just gotta hate, but go count you a check
Why you watching how I calculate, Lot of school mornings I never ate
They ain't wonder if I had a plate, imma go get me some anyway, Shit as long as my lil sister straight
If you got it and ain't have to go through the grind n***as like us will never relate
I be on the go I never break, for the paper I don't hesitate
Kobe said on the 9 one day better grind till your time you gon' shine one day
Never thought he'd see me crying one day
And ill never go to church on sundays, I was posted right there on the one way
But god still with me like its sunday, with my Glock 40 like a gunplay
And I know that it might sound crazy but alot of days n***as could've blazed me
Murder rate like the 90's and 80's, but this my lifestyle I can't let it faze me
Gotta talk to my momma all the time, She be on the phone saying that im crazy, know I keep the hammer on me all the time
I can't lie if i tried its cause she raised me
She tell me she proud of me all the time, I just wanna see her smile all the time
Remember I was in the streets I was wildin, thought i knew everything I was challenged
Committing violence
East and Stoney Island
Ay
[Hook]
Back when I was in the streets told myself when I leave i won't miss it at all
And I lost some people in my life meant so much to me i'm missin them all
I was running the streets wit my dawgs, I got n***as and family gone
R.I.P yeah i'm missin them all, now you see me I do it for yall'
R.I.P missin my uncle gone, R.I.P missin my auntie gone
R.I.P man my grandpapa gone, all my n***as I can't name them all
Through the madness i'm still standing tall
I been losing my homies since i was 15 thats the reason I know that i'm strong
Thats the reason they live through my songs