[Intro]
Can't be life, but if it is I'm grateful
Zee

[Verse 1]
Yeah, phone on DND, I'm sittin' here relaxin'
We done made it to our thirties, shit, let's cheers to that
Money tall so when I count it, all I hear is facts
Yeah, that paper comin' in but you don't hear it, facts
If fame is the drug, then that's cool 'cause I ain't here for that
Sure to make my pivot when it's time, I ain't just here to rap
Shorty flew private to see him, she flying Spirit back
N***as sell they souls away, they'll never get they spirit back
Yeah, I pеrform my best with my back to walls
And just to get wherе I'm at, I had to scratch and claw
Life story sound make believe, but ain't no cap at all
Passed every test with flying colors just to cap it off
Still ain't adapted to this fake shit, I can't dap a fraud
I don't do no linkin' with nobody who don't match the glow
Funny how they doubt, then double back when you surpass the odds
How you backdoor the one you love? I thought that shit dog
Make the ones around you rich, n***a that's a boss
Marathon or not, I'm tryna lap 'em all
Stickin' to the script, but if you know me it's no act at all
Winnin' with the hand that I was dealt, I ain't get back my cards, nah
[Chorus]
Only focused on the things that I control
Whole room kinda crazy, I'll probably die alone
Ice in my veins, still got a heart of gold
Stayin' balanced through the highs and lows
Only focused on the things that I control
Just me and these thoughts at times, I wanna ride alone
Stayin' balanced through the highs and lows

[Verse 2]
One foot in, the other out, it's like I can't leave
The money just enhanced who I was, but never changed me
I never let tomorrow's troubles take away today's peace
Some think I switch, but we just all through different wavelengths
Crazy how the night-time is usually when I daydream
Long as I can live my dreams out, then they can stay sleep
False revenue, this underground shit is my mainstream
Put a wall up, and it's been closin' in, I can't breathe
Gotta keep it on me, 'cause without me you get stretched
We turned ten into a hunnid, then we made that shit stretch (Made that shit stretch)
Forever grateful, but this ain't good as it gets
Diamond in the rough, but cut different like baguettes

[Chorus]
Only focused on the things that I control
Whole room kinda crazy, I'll probably die alone
Ice in my veins, still got a heart of gold
Stayin' balanced through the highs and lows
Only focused on all the things that I control
Just me and these thoughts at times, I wanna ride alone
Stayin' balanced through the highs and lows